Feeling and Seeing hurts more than being shattered to millions of pieces....
i dun even know what is this feeling i am feeling, what is it that i see? Is it the feeling of being lonely? Is it the feeling of being broken? Doesnt it all comes to d same?? PAin...SaDnEss...
I guess old habits do die hard.. Its not easy to change..its Easy say than done..
Maybe i am not mature enough... Time passes so fast that there is not even little time for life to be reflected on...
Suppose how time is managed depends on us... How and what our feelings are is how we look at things.. Things may not be as wat it seems.. Yet, if it does, theres nothin much that can be done, Can it?
song which suits the mood : Emmy Rossum - Slow me Down
~natalia~
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sunday, March 2, 2008
My Life....
My past is something i have long gotten over with,..There is no point holding myself back to something which doesnt benefits me and yet makes me a being full of despair. The past is something which i shall never forget as we learn not to repeat our mistakes from the past. I admit, i have been a selfish, heartless and indecisinve person back then. But now, since i have grown, to be mature, i have been brought to the surface of the earth, to see more of the world than i have seen and known..
I may have hurt many in the past and i am sorry for have done so. But i guess being forgiven is something hard to be done after everything that i have done.Some may have released their anger by spreading rumours around or may not want me to be in their lives and not even as a friend.. But, me, having true friends, they know me well to not have done such things.
My new beginning has begun..and it is a new adventure.. an adventure full of obstacles and unknown people.. A journey where i shall be traveling in search of myself.. And on my way up there, i shall be accompanied by friends and family..People who has faith in me,.. People who sees me as who i am, and accepts me for the being i am.
Having people who loves me, people who cares for me, and people who are there for me, i shall move forward.. carrying the past with me as guidance.. My life will be a journey which will only happen once.. And i will not leave it to be wasted down the drain.My life will be an adventure.. An adventure full of surprises, Fun, Laughter, and Love.... And NO ONE, Not even One person shall Take that AWay From Me...Its my Life.. And I shall Decide on How the Story Goes...
~natalia~
I may have hurt many in the past and i am sorry for have done so. But i guess being forgiven is something hard to be done after everything that i have done.Some may have released their anger by spreading rumours around or may not want me to be in their lives and not even as a friend.. But, me, having true friends, they know me well to not have done such things.
My new beginning has begun..and it is a new adventure.. an adventure full of obstacles and unknown people.. A journey where i shall be traveling in search of myself.. And on my way up there, i shall be accompanied by friends and family..People who has faith in me,.. People who sees me as who i am, and accepts me for the being i am.
Having people who loves me, people who cares for me, and people who are there for me, i shall move forward.. carrying the past with me as guidance.. My life will be a journey which will only happen once.. And i will not leave it to be wasted down the drain.My life will be an adventure.. An adventure full of surprises, Fun, Laughter, and Love.... And NO ONE, Not even One person shall Take that AWay From Me...Its my Life.. And I shall Decide on How the Story Goes...
~natalia~
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