reflections,questions, answers??

so, i think i am longing for my best friends...

i can name you, but whats the point... do u all still visit me 'here'?

life in MY college not only deteriorates the level of english language, it is also a place of loneliness.

so you think you found your best friends yet, it doesnt seem that way..

so you think your surrounded by friends always, yet, that too doesnt seem that way..

when i reminisce the past, i had much more fun then, than the present. i guess as people believe, day by day that passes by, we have more fun being younger rather than being older..

i feel lost...

reflection:

i am surrounded by friends only during class,

i thought i hv best friends, yet, i am not sure,

i thought i am doin well in class, yet it doesnt seem so...

i think i'm always lost...

i think i'm an idiot?? lols..( so honest )

question :

What is my motive?

When are they coming back?

Are they true? or am i stupidly blind?

an idiot?

answers :

They're all studying all over malaysia..i miss them...

I'm not blind.. just so happen i don't have any 'jodoh' i suppose

I'm heading there... the brightest star ever..

an idiot?? i dunno.. maybe at times?

its not anything, i just cant let go...

i'm still dripping droplets of crystals...

though i try to hide under the meteor showers...

you said you'll be there for me....

are you? or do i hv to go searching for you??...

~natalia~