Tuesday, June 16, 2009

The Last Email...

AAhHHH!!! i feel so emo!!! Read an email..

" Subject : FW:Re:Last Gathering... "
Dear all,
Gd luck in your exam...i know abit to late but better late then never rite.For those doing your training after this, do your best don't let KDU and me down. Ur seniors have already establish a good reputation already. So don't complain to much just try and stay positive. But if u need smbdy to talk to....u know who to call rite...?
For those doing their degree....study harder don't be lazy. it's not as ez as diploma but i know that u all will get thru it. All the best in that.Those that are finished with everything good luck in your future endevours. And wish u all the best in the working life.
It's been really wonderful having u Ladies and Gentlemen on board....but do remember to be more humble next time...don't be to arrogant in what you are doing, always maintain a low profile until u really need to show your true colours. Must learn how to make the first move when the time is rite. Don't be selfish and think only of yourself all the time, learn to think of others as well. Don't always be high
and mighty like you are perfect in every way. Remember that nobody is perfect while they are still breathing, you are only perfect when the day u need to move to the afterlife.
Remember this saying...."There is nothing either Good or Bad, but thinking makes it so".
Do keep in touch and since Soey started the facebook group why don't everyone keep in contact there.
Once again all the best and good luck in your future planing
Signing off as your AA for "IHTM 3 2008" for the last time, and probably my last piece of advice to all,
MR Don
***
Never thought that it has come to an end... January 2008 seems like yesterday...The beginning of a new chapter in life has now come to an end..
My friends...Will now take a new path...a different path from my own...A path leading to different opportunities..
I hope to meet everyone one day... A time many more years down the road... Now, a new chapter will open.. To a better life for all... All the best i wish to all.. The memories of being together as a Team-IHTM3, I will cherish for the rest of my breathing life...

How time flies...

* p/s : Mr Don no longer refers us as Boys and Girls! :D But i like being regarded a 'Girl'... hehe..

~natalia~

Sunday, June 14, 2009

4 Friends

"A memory to remember for the rest of our lives..."

Being together once again, after a very long time has touched me emotionally...
Laughing, playing, talking, gossipping, 'watching'....
was a moment that time will never turn back to..
We started off together, as 2 perfect pairs..
Relationship beyond friendship...a family....
No secrets between us...
Just feelings to share....

Then came complicatedness...
Which broke us apart....
A heartbreaking moment...
Which lasted for a long time....

We missed the times we had,...
We missed the things we shared...
Now we have come back together again...
But the time to part has come once again...
This time...
It is for real....
This time....
We will not be together again...

I will miss you....
My dearest Friends....

Saw Siew Wei, Basil Tan Ji Zhen (which i will still be spending 2 years with), 'Uppa' Yim Jun Woo @ Leo

~natalia~

Friday, June 12, 2009

A Way Out...

I cant stop thinking...
I cant stop feeling...
I hate this feeling...
This feeling of Revealing..
Revealing whats hurting....
I feel so lost...
I feel so broken...
Shatterred like broken glasses...
Deep down inside...
I dunno what to do..
Whats right, Whats wrong...
What should be done, What should not be done..
What should be said, What should not be said...
Guilt falls all over me...
Yet, I need a break...
A break from everything...
A break from everyone...
A break from the heavy burden and expectations to be uphold...
I wonder if I've made the right choice..
A choice which determines my life....
Is it my own choice, or was it meant to not be a choice...
I wonder....
Now is the opportunity...
For me to let go...
Just for a while...
For me to do what I have longed to do...On my own...
For myself...
But this opportunity is hurting me...
It is causing dissatisfaction...
But it is what i want...
It is for myself...
Not to be with him alone...
But for me to be around people i dont know...
At an unknown place....
Only for me to learn...
What life is about....
But...
It upsets her...
Which Upsets me....
Guilt all over me..
What am I to do??



~a girl behind the mask~

Thursday, February 5, 2009

JANUARY 2009 - 1st FEBRUARY 2009

This is my 1st post for the new year.. Havent had the inspiration to blog yet..lols.. The beginning of 2009 has been not too bad for now.. Ups and Downs,...(Left and Rights???) ok...i'm lame....

Normally, people will start their 1st yearly post with 'Resolutions' which is sooooo boring:S (oops..) So, here, i will present my 1st 2009 blog post with pictures (memories) that have taken place so far from January 2009-1st February 2009...
January 15th 2009 : Mum & Dad's 22nd Wedding Anniversary

Mummy and Daddy's 22nd Wedding Anniversary took place on the 15th of January 2009. They went out for a dinner date of course. lols.. so me and my brothers prepared a mini romantic surprise for their return:D
Mummy & Daddy's 22nd Wedding Anniversary



January 23rd, - Me and Him 100th Day Anniversary

According to jagi, in korea, couples celebrates their 100th day anniversaries as the 1st anniversary. We had class in the morning and we left for a lunch date soon after:) Bangsar Village's Basil Thai Nudle Bar Restaurant was our choice coz they serve our FAVOURITE TOM YAM AND AYAM PANDAN @ Pandan Chicken.

We headed down to 1U for dinner later that day and we had our favourite Korean BBQ Chicken. Seriously, that restaurant ROCKS!!!:D:D:D:D They sell the yummiest chicken and the Deco is so cute,casual and fun.. The prices are affordable too!! and they even have PopCorn Chicken served in a 2 in 1 Paper Cup where the chicken is placed in the upper half of the cup and your soft drink is placed in the lower half and its only RM9.90!!! :D

February 1st - Me and Him : Dinner at Sushi Groove

Sushi Groove is no ordinary sushi restaurant which we normally go to.. Its ambience is relaxing yet modern and Zen. The Sushi served in the menu list was SHOCKING!!!! Took us roughly around 15mins to decide on what to order..ITS LIKE STUDYING FOR AN EXAM!! We were too hungry that we forgot to take photos of the food.. Below is the YUMMY YUMMY Beef roll sushi with melted mozarella and mushroom inside:D *SLurp* :D

Thanks for reading my post!! haha.. Suppose you'll have to wait another 'century' for another new update. lols...

~natalia~

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

What I Got For Christmas

Christmas this year was rather normal.. Couldnt celebrate it with my baby...
Celebrated Christmas in 2 different houses this year.. Mum brought us to her 'long time no see' bestfriend's house who also happens to be daddy's fText Colorren @ colleague a
loooooong time ago..
Her house, i mean, VERY BIG HUGE ENORMOUS house is located in SIEARAMAS (i think its spelt like this) where its like Tropicana, in which you purchase the land, then design and build your own house. The Houses there are like... houses which we can only dream of having..

Mummy's fren's name is Aunt Jessie.. She and her family are such wonderful and friendly people that anyone, any Tom Dick and Harry are welcomed and brought together in all conversations.. Kids, adults, or senior citizens are all treated equally.. We had such great fun.. the Best part was, ' WE had UnLIMITED BOOST'.. Aunt Jessie purchases her WINES and BEERS by the BULKS from the Wholesalers.. Seems there's a wholesaler Lorry which takes orders in bulks from most residence of Sieramas. haha.. Thats coz their just too rich, so all they do is buy, socialize and give gifts(wines). Lols..


Went to Uncle Tony's house then.. SUCH WONDERFUL DELICIOUS LAMB we had.. But, knowing my baby who also loves lamb is not here to eat it with me, The Delicious Lamb tasted simply Ordinary... Nick was having a great time with his friends.. drinking and laughing away till he-my white chicken skinned cousin looked like a ripe red tomato that night.. So happen 3 of his girl-friends are my college mates. 1 currently in the same course but different class, and the other 2 are different courses.. we all meet each other, but we dun even look at each other in college. lols.. anyways, MORE BOOST from Uncle Tony, Uncle Chee Seng and DADDY!! hehe.. i was the only FEMALE who sat with them drinking and tasting different types of wines.. amazing.. simply amazing.. Want a good glass, We just have to invest in them...

Then came "PRESSIE TIME!!!!".... Less presents this year, but, 'Oh Well,'.. As someone told me before, We should be grateful..some people dont even get a thing.. Guess he is right.. Daddy and Mummy has already given me a nice black blouse which i wore on Christmas Day itself,..



More Gifts can be seen Below:-)


Mummy & Daddy's Pressie to Me

Mug From Nick & Koko

Necklace From Nepal Bracelet From East India



~FROM SoMeOne :D ~










~Merry Christmas~




~natalia~

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

1st Official Post

hey people,SORRY for the delay of my 'new constructed blog'. Didnt know that there will be people waiting to read this blog. Lols.. Anyways, since this is my 1st Official Post of this 'new look' blog, I shall post about some happy events which has taken place during the past 1 month.

November 25th;
-Last day of exams!! woohoo!! We only had 1 paper which was Housekeeping and guess what, WE WERE ALL (well, i guess all??or maybe just me) So CLUELESS! lols.. anyways, we had a great time after that hanging out at our new hangout spot - Baiduri Mamak (i think dats the name of the mamak) and had Ayam Goreng and Roti Tisu..lols..


November 26th - December 2nd
-Off to Kuantan with my little brother and an 'unexpected' guest - Chung Seul Gi!!! haha.. Surprisingly, my daddy, Mummy (coz daddy said ok) and granny approved of me bringing him along.. Our flight was at 8.10am and we had to be at the airport latest by 7am to check-in. We woke up around 4.30am and left for KL Sentral in which we then took the AirAsia Bus to LCCT at 5.45am. It was a cold morning that day but the bus ride was fun and, the best part was, the bus was full at that time of the day! SHOCKING!! (for me,-the jakun..lols..)

As we arrived, my uncle and aunt brought us for a nice hot bowl of Kuantan Curry Mee..SO SO YUMMY!! seriously... d santan (coconut milk) and kerang (cockles)..so so sedap (delicious)!!!!

Anyways, during the trip, we visited the beach, The monkey park -which they had bears, snacks, birds, RED ASS baboons, and lizards..Its kinda like a free walk-in mini zoo.. And we even ate the famous 'Keropok Basah'. Lucky Seul Gi, Kuantan town now has a new shopping complex with brands such as ;'Big Apple Donuts', New High-Class Parkson, Clarks, The Face Shop and etc..

When mummy came down to Kuantan with abang on the 29th, I was happy coz then she could bring us to the outskirts of Kuantan coz I didnt want to bother granny as she is currently not well. SO, mama brought us inclusing granny n kong kong to Sg. Lembing. There, we took a walk across the hanging bridge and Seul Gi was amused by the Chickens which were actually 'pretty', we also had a look at the remains of the largest underground tin mining mine, a visit to the museum, and we even had some local delicacies - homemade noodles..Seul Gi even had the opportunity to pick up crystals and some tiny bits which he said was 'Gold'??...lucky him..hehe...


The photos below will give you a bit of the picture during our trip back to Kuantan.. :)
p/s: Blurblur Boy @ Seul Gi gained LOADS of weight back there.. (if u noticed;) hahaha....

seul gi and raiyan digging a hole The Boduguards - Granny & Busybody Kakak a.k.a Gangster

Granny taught seul gi how to make recycled decorations Mikey the dog's new best friend
The kitty cat which followed us walk to the beach Mr HappyMan on the hanging bridge The 'pretty' chickenThe beautiful sunset..

we only managed to get this much of the picture coz WE REALIZED WE WENT TO THE WRONG BEACH WHICH ONLY SHOWS SUNRISE AND NOT SUNSET AFTER AN HOUR AND A HALFS' WALK!!



~The End~


~natalia~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Blog Under Construction

sorry people..if your reading this, means u have come to visit my blog for new updates..(i guess???)
My blog is currently undergoing 'renovation'...This would not take too much of time I hope..

DO visit me here in a couple of days...

I hope to see you guys with my new fresh look...